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movies
06.23.04 (4:43 pm)   [edit]
well, greetings mortals. sorry it's been so long, it's just that nothing worth talking about has happened with my life. well, in the past two days that has all changed. walking home from drivers ed one morning i came up with the some what cliché idea to create an indie film. i have come up with a decent plot, and my friends all seem to be into the idea. it will all be centered around a girl who commits suicide in the first scene and the impact it has on her friends. i haven't come up with a title yet, but cheryl and i are working on it. i be sure and fill you in on the details.

p.s. you may have noticed some of my previous posts are missing, well, i decided that they were just stupid and some of them have caused some embarrassment in the past few days, so they're gone
 
ben fold's five
04.22.04 (6:47 pm)   [edit]
ok, codie has requested that i do a review of my favorite album by my favorite band. after much deliberation i decided that it would have to be "forever and ever amen" by ben fold's five. this is the best band ever. if you have not heard of them, please, do your ears a favor and check them out.

the first song, "1 angry dwarf and 1,000 solemn faces," is a work of god. the piano in this song has successfully lifted my spirits no matter what kind of mood i was in.

track 3, "brick" is a depressing masterpiece.

also notable are tracks 2,4,6, and 9. please, do me a favor and check them out.
 
acceptible "ism"s
04.08.04 (7:37 pm)   [edit]
ok, i am sick of all the acceptable forms of hate in this society. racism towards caucasians is not only acceptable, but encouraged every day on tv we see examples of racism. the main source of this is form black comics. now, when i say this the first person that pops into minds is dave chappael (i know that is misspelled), but, actually, i believe dave is indiscriminate in his jokes. he cracks on white people, black people, and hispanic people. i actually wish there were more people like him.

another thing that pisses me off is that now sexism towards men is acceptable. we have all seen the now-contriversial shirts: "boys are dumb, throw rocks at them" or "boys are stinky, throw trash cans at them". i was happy to hear that the company has now been sued for sexism. this is highly hypocritical because you know if a man walked around with a shirt like that, many chicks would be offended. yes, i said chicks. deal. (see that is an example of being hypocritical)

finally, the biggist thing that pisses me off is mockary of religous people, christians in perticular. if you watch much stand up you will be hard pressed to watch 1 night when a comic does not mock christians. as a christian, this angers me. wy do we allow this kind of thing when something like 80% of the people in the us are christian. i suppose i just don't understand.
 
teens changing the world
03.28.04 (4:35 pm)   [edit]
ok, is the whole world stupid or just a vast majority? today, as i logged on, i saw a link on the aol welcome page called "20 teens set to change the world". i clicked it, assuming that it could accually be a resonably intellegent artical. i was dead wrong. according to the aol teens writers, a few of these "great teenagers changing our world for the better" are: lil romeo, avril lavigne, hilary duff, and frankie muniz. I think I have now lost faith in all humanity. hilary duff? sure, she's hott, but we all know if it wasn't for her shitty little show on disney no one would have heard of her. avril lavigne? god, she can't even sing! how the hell will she make an impact? god, people are so damn stupid.
 
assholes and nice guys
03.26.04 (9:17 pm)   [edit]
why??? ok, i have this problem i want to change, but every time i attempt i can't seem to stop. to put it in the words of my friends, i am an ass. some people have addictions to alcohol, others with drugs. my addiction is sarcasm. it would not be so bad if i was good at it. every time i do it i seem to be made a fool of or i wind up offending someone. screw the diet, this is what i really need to work on. i have come to a decision that in order to become what i want, i must convert from an asshole to a nice guy. the process by witch i will begin this metamorphosis to a likable person will be tough but i will continue the work. chicks dig nice guys, right?
 
self improvement
03.21.04 (9:13 pm)   [edit]
well, i cut the hair. i personally like it, but some don't. it's a big change. it went from 3" to about 1/4" and i had it straightened. this is the first of many changes i am starting to improve my physical apperiance. it's gonna take a lot of work. let me give a brief outline of my faults and what i am doing to correct them.

overweight- all my life i have been overweight to some degree. i just have always loved food and have never really enjoyed physical activity. well, i'm sick of being fat. when i checked last night, i came in at 279. this is pathetic because the healthy weight for an adult male that is 6'8" tall is something like 230, it's even less for an adolesant. to take action against this i have began a rigrous evening work-out routine and am cutting down on my intake of sweets.

acne- damn puberty! i'm buying a new formula of face-wash stuff to get rid of this pimply pest.

baggy eyes- i am sleep deprived nearly every day of the school week, and, unlike cheryl, i do not thrive on it. i'll get rid of this feature by simply getting more sleep.

negitive attitude- ok, so it's not a phisical feature, but it's something that needs work. i'm a person who thinks the glass is half-empty and leaking. in an attempt to halt these feelings, i have set up an appointment with a therapist.

who knows, in a few weeks there could be a whole new me! so...yea
 
cut the 'fro?
03.09.04 (8:02 pm)   [edit]
ok, as those who know me know, i have big hair. it is about a 3" afro. do you guys think i should cut it? it's a hassal and i dont think the ladies think it makes me look vary attractive (and god knows i need all the help i can get with that). so...yea
 
pirates vs. ninjas
03.09.04 (7:20 pm)   [edit]
ok, for some random reason, cheryl is leading the possy in the greatest question ever-which is better: pirates or ninjas? i belive ninjas are [b]way[/b] better. what do you guys think? so...yea


p.s. i know, i know; too much time on our hands
 
me
03.04.04 (5:33 pm)   [edit]
what can be said about carson....
lets see...im tall. that is about all i have going for me. i have a small blound afro, and i would tell you my eye color, but does anyone really care? thought so. im not really that good looking, but if you agree with that statement dont tell me. and, that is about it. umm....
oh, lets go over my weaknesses. my biggest one is my shyness. i have no ability to speak personally to chicks. i can honestly say that (with the execption of cheryl, leslie, and mikka) i just dont have any conversations with any females. its a really big fault. so...yea
 
self information
03.02.04 (7:49 pm)   [edit]
well, it seem that my little site has become quite popular. i have been getting litteraly hundreds of people visiting each day. in all the hub bub of recent traffic, it was pointed out to me that I have never posted a blog discribing me. well, here is one, but I am going to post it on another message to get more point things.
 
poets
03.01.04 (9:25 pm)   [edit]
hey, if anyone wrights any poems or songs, and would like to have them posted, *I would be glad to do it for you. Just e-mail them to me at CBbiggun2003@aol.com. so...yea
 
Communism
03.01.04 (8:29 pm)   [edit]
recently i have been reading communist manifesto, by karl marx and friedrich engels. this is a really good read, and a really good way to freak your parents out. my mom (a clod war child) thinks im being unpatriotic and is worried. well, back to the book. it is very well written, after all, it did start a revolution. there were 7 volumes, published in germany, russia, england, poland, and italy. communism its self is a great idea, but , unfourtunatly, it can never work. human natur brings about disire and greed. untill there is a population of truly selfless beings (which will never happen), there can never be a sucessful communist nation. so...yea
 
stop the rain!
03.01.04 (7:39 pm)   [edit]
ok, does anyone know how i can stop this moronic rain? it sucks. so...yea
 
ugh
03.01.04 (7:33 pm)   [edit]
sorry about the time jump, but the truth is that i am fresh out of ideas. if anyone has any ideas, let me know. i mean it. i want some topics this time. cheryl, leslie, mikka; you guys always have something to say. help me out here. your the only ones reading anyway. so...yea
 
milk challenge
02.23.04 (6:21 pm)   [edit]
ok, this weekend i did the "milk challenge" for the first time. you guys know the one. where you attempt to drink a gallon of milk in an hour without blowing chunks. well, i failed....quite miserably i might add. it was [b]so[/b] freaking funny. it was me, codie, aaron, partick, zach, levi, and michal. everyone but michel dident make it. the best part was that we got it on film. I belive i owe it to the world to put that on the internet, so if i ever learn how i will. you guys need to see it. its the best. so...yea
 
topics needed
02.19.04 (7:32 pm)   [edit]
ok, is anyone sick of the privious topics? i know i am, so im getting off the subject. if you have any sugestions for disscussion topics, comment on them or e-mail me at CBbiggun2003@aol.com. so...yea
 
...
02.17.04 (7:31 pm)   [edit]
ok, i just want to take this opportunity to say that i [b]am[/b] an ass. mikka, please forgive me. i had no right to use inaccurate information. it was a misunderstanding, and it will never happen again. I would also like to agree with "doesnt care" in that i [b]dont[/b] want to lose my best friends over this. so, everyone, i apologize to everyone.
 
....
02.17.04 (7:05 pm)   [edit]
ok, i have offended sevral people with my blog. i want everyone to know that was not my intention. however, i would also like everyone to know that it's just that, my opinion. im not asking any of you to agree with me. im not saying i am right. but it is my right as a human to express it. i have to express it. and if you dont enjoy it or agree with it, then please, dont read. but, once again, please dont be offended. i will never again comment on a very personal thing like that. so...yea
 
comments
02.16.04 (5:22 pm)   [edit]
hats off to "doesnt care", who, even though he or she apperently 'doesnt care' has commented on almost all of my posts. and to codie, or "you suck", fu(k you too ( with upmost honerand respect, of corse). and to "grammer is cool", who is my brother billy, fu(k grammer. that about wraps up my regular commenters. and, hey, dont let this stuff scare you off, im nice to most in the comments, so why dont you leave me one. so...yea
 
Hell
02.14.04 (9:00 pm)   [edit]
does anyone else hate this stupid holiday? god, i hate it. what is this sad pathedic feeling we call love? i have yet to experiance any positive effects of it. does it exist? who is to know?
 
Happy decapitation day
02.14.04 (4:40 pm)   [edit]
you know what i hate? this stupid day that you idiots celebrate love and hugs and kisses and sh*t like that. do you know what happened on valintines day? a roman saint wha beheaded. ok. does that sound like an appropiate time for the celebration of love? i thought not. ....well, the fact i dont have a date may dampen my oppinion of it slightly, in fact, i have never had a date....ever. sad, huh. so....yea
 
Leslie, the quiet one
02.14.04 (1:29 pm)   [edit]
leslie- she used to be a very shy person, and still is, but to a much lesser degree. she doesnt open up much, but, when she does, it is usually a very intelleget comment. unlike me, however, she is an introverterd person, she doesnt say much, where as i am an extrovert, im the kind who is afraid of those long silences, so i dont shut up. so...yea
 
Mikka- the crazy one
02.14.04 (12:36 pm)   [edit]
mikka- mikka is a free sprit that adds a lot of flavor to our little group. there is nothing she wont do.from stripping in theater class to yelling "hop to it bitch" at the top of her lungs, she is a lot of fun to be around. but, like all people, she has her bad qualitys. dispite all the fun, in reality mikka is depressed. you can always tell when she does not take her meds. so....yea
 
Cheryl, the smart one
02.13.04 (6:37 pm)   [edit]
cheryl- the ring-leader of our little "possy". she is definatly the most intelligent person i konw, but she is humble about it. she is a great person, but she does have her bad points, but not many. i will review her at a later date, she requires more observation. so...yea
 
keep your friends close....
02.13.04 (6:23 pm)   [edit]
ok
like most people, my friends mean a lot to me. they are great people, but, like most people, I dont just tell them my total honest oppinion. first just let me say, if you in this, you will probably be offeneded. sorry. so....yea